Float On.

Eyes as full of brilliance as the harvest moon
hanging in the calm of an autumns eve; 
They pull with a force that could raise the tide,
and in those eyes, I am the sea. 

A smile so mesmerizing as it sweeps your face
and tenderly twists around to grasp the heart;
there’s music to be unveiled within your lovers’ soul,
and in dearest pleas, i long to be the songs harp.

Eyes as full of brilliance as the harvest moon
as you allow them to wander over me;
They pull with a force that i long to be mine,
and in those eyes, I am the sea. 

AWOLNATION :3

let us create together <3 so beautiful

my confidence says i’m worth it today.

you saved my life

and i’ll never thank you enough. i’ll never love you enough. i’ll never be enough - not enough to repay you for everything you’ve given me in such a short amount of time.

and what’s so unbelievable is you have no idea - no intention. by simply existing at this very moment you have changed everything. you gave me back my family. you gave me back my dreams and aspirations. you gave me a chance to remember how much i love to be alive and everything i’m capable of.

the minimum is no longer an option. i’m no longer comfortable hiding at the bottom of a bottle or behind the lie that portrays me as incapable of anything more. i am strong. i am passionate. i am driven. i am caring. i am finally awake - and i will spend the rest of my life expelling all of my energy and all of who i am making sure that you never have to want. 

because of you.. i can see the world as beautiful again. people keep telling me how you’re going to change everything. but the truth is, everything is already changing, and i want nothing more than to keep moving forward and spend the rest of my life loving you. from here on out, there is nothing else.

Photo by Adele Enersen

Photo by Adele Enersen

The List:

Things I need to accomplish to be fully satisfied..

- learn to play piano

- write a song

- paint a room

- walk aimlessly once a day

- learn patience

- eat healthier

- finish a novel

- cry and not feel bad about it

- talk to my family more

- take more photos

- laugh louder

- wear comfy clothes

- bake something

- stay off facebook for a day

- clean everything

  - make amends

- wish on dandelions

- love myself. 

breathe slow.